Two Faced

I had this friend. She was like the best person that came along in my life. At least that's is what i thought. We had only known eachother for a year, not even a year and we acted like we have known eachother forever. We went everywhere together and spent practically everyday together. What can i say, we were best friends. Things were going just fine, she was a shy yet outgoing girl. But then she started getting way to comfortable with the new school and people because she was new to my school. She got a boyfriend and started hanging out with some of the wrong people. All of a sudden she was setting me up, ditching me, and calling me when noone else was available. I had asked her a whole bunch of times if i had upset her where she didnt want to be around me anymore. She declared she hadn't change but everyone was starting to notice too. It wasn't just me. Then i finally admitted to myself that she was two faced. My parents had tried to warn me that one day she was going to hurt me so badly that she would officialy make me brake down and they were right. I would come home all the time crying because of how badly she hurt me but i didnt want to believe that our friendship was splitting and fading away. She would act different around other people and talk about me behind my back. She would get mad at me for the stupidest reasons and i grew insecure about it. Just the other day we were hanging out and she just flew off the handle. She screamed at me and declared us never to be friends again. She said some nasty things about me on myspace and hurt it hurt so badly because everything that my family had done for her obviously meant nothing. So now i am forced to pray about it and move on. It's so sad that such a strong relationship had to end over something so small and stupid.


I bet a lot of girls can relate to this story and i just want you ladies to know, that if this is happening to you talk to your friend before something terrible and hurtful happens to the both of you. If you notice that you might be doing this to a friend apologize to her right now and just let her know you care about her and just be with her. You could be hurting her in ways you couldn't imagine. Stay strong and pray about all of this.

Dear lord i pray that girl world could become peaceful and us girls could just be together and not be hurting and emotional all of the time. Girls deserve to be happy and loving life and i know we can do it. But i know we will need your help healing. Put your healing hand on us all and we will love.
Amen.

~LuvNstuff~