Two Faced

I had this friend. She was like the best person that came along in my life. At least that's is what i thought. We had only known eachother for a year, not even a year and we acted like we have known eachother forever. We went everywhere together and spent practically everyday together. What can i say, we were best friends. Things were going just fine, she was a shy yet outgoing girl. But then she started getting way to comfortable with the new school and people because she was new to my school. She got a boyfriend and started hanging out with some of the wrong people. All of a sudden she was setting me up, ditching me, and calling me when noone else was available. I had asked her a whole bunch of times if i had upset her where she didnt want to be around me anymore. She declared she hadn't change but everyone was starting to notice too. It wasn't just me. Then i finally admitted to myself that she was two faced. My parents had tried to warn me that one day she was going to hurt me so badly that she would officialy make me brake down and they were right. I would come home all the time crying because of how badly she hurt me but i didnt want to believe that our friendship was splitting and fading away. She would act different around other people and talk about me behind my back. She would get mad at me for the stupidest reasons and i grew insecure about it. Just the other day we were hanging out and she just flew off the handle. She screamed at me and declared us never to be friends again. She said some nasty things about me on myspace and hurt it hurt so badly because everything that my family had done for her obviously meant nothing. So now i am forced to pray about it and move on. It's so sad that such a strong relationship had to end over something so small and stupid.


I bet a lot of girls can relate to this story and i just want you ladies to know, that if this is happening to you talk to your friend before something terrible and hurtful happens to the both of you. If you notice that you might be doing this to a friend apologize to her right now and just let her know you care about her and just be with her. You could be hurting her in ways you couldn't imagine. Stay strong and pray about all of this.

Dear lord i pray that girl world could become peaceful and us girls could just be together and not be hurting and emotional all of the time. Girls deserve to be happy and loving life and i know we can do it. But i know we will need your help healing. Put your healing hand on us all and we will love.
Amen.

~LuvNstuff~

I need a gf/bf!!!!

Mom i need a gf/bf. Young men and women say that all the time! First it was cute, then it was annoying, and now it's really starting to tic me off. Come on people, show some dignity! We do not need a gf/bf do be complete. They are not the "missing piece" in our lives to be whole. Personally i am perfectly happy being single and i feel whole! Thats how everybody should feel. I think it's pretty silly to be crying over being silly when you should be loving it. When your single you can flirt with multiple guys/girls without feeling guilty!! lol. Stand up, have some dignity, and be grateful and happy!!!!

~LuvNstufF~

What if?!

Everyday somebody is always freaking out about what happened in the past or what is going to happen in the future. I have something to tell those people.Chillax!!! If you made a mistake in the past or you think you didn't make the right decision yesterday or something in that matter, just shake it off and move on. Don't do the whole "what if" act just accept it. Same goes with the future. If you are going to a friends house or to the beach and your really excited, that's ok but don't waste the time you have in the present waiting for the future. That also goes with if your afraid of what might happen in the future as well. Don't sweat it because every given moment is a gift from god and the worst thing you can do with a gift is waste it and make it unimportant. Every second counts. So the next time you catch yourself thinking about anytime but right then, relax, breathe, and cherish the moment that you have because sadly, they don't last forever.

Let's take a second to thank god for every given day that has been brought upon us.
thank you lord for everything that you give us. we love you.
amen

~LuvNstuff~

Fairy Tale

I hate it when people use the term "happily ever after" We are not living in some fairy tale world where everything is just a ok. that is something we use in make believe story books and tell ur five year old little girl. i mean yeahh people may think they live in some fairy tale but everything has there odds and perks but nothing can be absolutely perfect. when u get a new boyfriend u may think that ur life will be completely perfect. trust me ur just getting started. look for being sad then happy then u get all sad again. it is not ur happily ever after. lets say u get a new job. u may be so phsyched to have a new job but eventually it will suck and u will start to regret it. So when people say "happily ever after" i want to get up and say "once upon a time"

ily!!!
~luvNstuff~

The Sad Truth

it absolutely disgusts me when i see a guy eyeing a girl for his own pleasure hoping that he can have her as a sex toy then throw her away for some other random girl. that is not how we want or deserve to be treated. guys who are highly addicted to porn think thats its no big deal to be constantly surfing the web for some naked model or a young girl with her legs spread open. even though its a picture its still disrespect. when women agree to be in that kind of culture its usually for some insecurity. either she goin through depression or mourn or think there is no reason to live or starving herself to be "pretty" or even shooting up drugs every six hours or getting laid at the age of 14. womenhood is complicated and confusing and for a guy to just think of them as sexy or horny or just thinking sex when they look at them is to make things 50 times worse. i know its hard to completely quit something your addicted to but seriously that for sure is NOT why God put us women on the earth. when women say things we arent just blowin smoke out of our asses. take a minute to realize what we go through. in some areas of the Congo 12 year old girls are being used as sex slaves and being killed and having to watch there families be tortured and raped and hung to death. THIS IS A TRUE STORY SO GUYS, TAKE TIME TO THINK ABOUT THE TRUE IMPORTANCE OF WOMEN AND TAKE TIME TO COMFORT US AND MAKE US FEEL IMPORTANT INSTEAD OF THINKING ABOUT US WITH OUR CLOTHES OFF CUZ THAT IS NOT WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR. AMEN TO MY SISTERS OUT THERE WHO GO THROUGH THIS. I PRAY THAT WE CAN ALL FINALLY LIVE IN PEACE AND BE NOTICED AND APPRECIATED. LOOK TO GOD WHEN UR DOWN AND US WOMEN WILL GO THROUGH THIS ONE TEARDROP AT A TIME.

abortion.

Abortion. I dont even know why it was thought of. Who cares if teenagers dont want there babies, if they dont want to deal with a child at a young age then obviously they shouldnt have had intercourse. How would you feel if your a baby getting ready to be born and then all of a sudden you are having your brains sucked out. You wouldnt feel so important now would you? NO!! Teenagers think that the baby isnt old enough to feel and hurt and cry or whatever. You are so wrong on so many levels. Young babies in your stomach have fingernails!! Fingernails!! You cant kill a young living baby!! If you support any type of abortion [ Obama ] then i have something to say to you. IF YOU SAY YOU CARE ABOUT CHILDREN AND THERE FUTURES YOU ARE DANG WRONG. SUPPORTING THAT CAN BE SAYING YOU DONT MIND KILLING YOUR OWN CHILDREN. WHEN YOU ARE GOING THROUGH AND SUPPORTING SOMETHING LIKE THAT, YOU ARE SAYING THAT TORTURING AND MURDERING A YOUNG BABY IS OK. Take time to look at what i said because when teenagers get pregnant and want an abortion and its "ok" you shouldnt let them because if they didnt want the infant, THEY SHOULDNT HAVE HAD THE SEX BECAUSE FYI SEX LEADS TO A BABY. DUH. OR AIDS. SO HAVING SEX WHEN YOU ARE YOUNG IS DAMAGING YOURSELF AND OTHER PEOPLE. MANY CHILDREN DIE A DAY FROM DISEASES. DONT HIGHER THE AMOUNT OF CHILDREN DYING WITH MURDERING THEM. THANKS A WHOLE BUNCH.

LETS JUST PRAY FOR THOSE YOUNG TEENS WHO ARE HAVING INTERCOURSE AND LETS PRAY FOR THOSE CHILDREN THAT DIDNT GET THE TIME OF DAY TO LIVE. MAY THE LORD HELP THOSE AND PUT HIS HEALING HAND ON ALL WHO NEED IT.
AMEN.


~LuvNstuff~

Blades of Grass.

Sometimes i feel like a blade of grass. I look out my window and i see my lawn. When we dont pay attention to it, it dies and goes brown. But when we take time to notice it its beautiful, rich, and green. That's how us people feel sometimes. We think that grass is just a plant but its a symbol of being human. When we are shunned and alone and noone stops to notice you, you seem to lose your beam of confidence and you fade away. But when people are adoring you and you are being noticed, we are beautiful, beaming rays of sunshine. People deserve to be cared for, rich or poor, fat or skinny, we deserve equal amounts of love and nurturing. Just like grass. Step out of your turtle shells and get noticed and appreciated today. Don't be a dying weed. Be a confident blooming flower. If your grass is turning brown, go water it and give it the care and nurturing it needs.

Take care.

~luvNstuff~

Finally!!

July 2nd 2008.
Today is the first official blog of my account. My inspiration to do this was my dad, Rick Elliott. He is such a poetic and uplifting writer, i just had to try what he enjoyed doing. Blogging. My journal collection was just getting too big and overwhelming, just like the life of being a teenage girl, and i needed a change and organization. I'm not exactly sure what a blog is supposed to sound like but i will try my best to keep people interested! =] Well in my future entries i will keep u updated on my life, wow moments and well pretty much just how things r goin along with my lyfe. If ur lucky i will post a few videos and pictures! =)

ILY!!

~LuvNstuff~